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Wednesday, May 20, 2009

CRY MODE-----:(

....ok

sometimes...i reali dont kno what im doin..or ....why im doing it...i mean....i....i guess i wanna be normal....idk what normal is...i reali dont...why does eveyone think im.....idk....what ever they think i am ,....theny dont think im myself...idk who i am....or why i act the way i do...

levi.....i reali DONT kno..
i wanna like him...i do like him...but idk how to act..so....

everything is so weird.....

wtf is wrong with me.....i HAVE to cut him off perminatly ...becuse if i dont...then ill get my fellings hurt...and ill mess up my whole rep...

i aint tryna go down like that...

NOPE.

he has a girll......lucky her....so...ima leave it alone........
he wants to at like it didnt happen...so thats wat ima do...

its done....ima talk to kyasia
wow...thats carzi.....k yas ia
g yas i

weeeerid....lmao...
nah...4 reals...i wanna do somethin wit my life i feel like im messing up agian...i can do sooo much better....i could be a 90 student agian....if i tried...which i dont...i could be ....a lot of things....but....ugh.....i just want to b myself.....what ever that is........
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME.

this is wat ima do ...ima tell him to come with me to the stair case.....and
be like...ok i gotta tell u somethin...i dont want to..but i have to....
if ur mad at me...and dont talk to me ever again....then ill be ok....

ok......first tell me ya answer....how do u trully feel about me...and can that change ......

ok..after i get the answer....
ill sit down...and say...im been talkin to kyasia ......and i told her everything...

wat ever u gotta do ...do it....completly dead me.....wat ever...make up wit ya girl..
whatever...

cuz i dont reali kno wats going on with me right now...


im not......idk...i like u...but i reali dont kno what im doin..so.....i wish i could start over...and just.....idk......

but if u reali love ya gurl ..tell her the truth.....

............i dont kno what to do right now.....so......

imm allways gonna like u....but i dont think im able to take u on right now.....

but.. promsie me...u got me no matter what iight???
even if u mad at me....just promise me that.....




UGH.............WTF ....HOW AM I GONNA SAY ALL THIS
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