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Wednesday, May 20, 2009

CRY MODE-----:(

....ok

sometimes...i reali dont kno what im doin..or ....why im doing it...i mean....i....i guess i wanna be normal....idk what normal is...i reali dont...why does eveyone think im.....idk....what ever they think i am ,....theny dont think im myself...idk who i am....or why i act the way i do...

levi.....i reali DONT kno..
i wanna like him...i do like him...but idk how to act..so....

everything is so weird.....

wtf is wrong with me.....i HAVE to cut him off perminatly ...becuse if i dont...then ill get my fellings hurt...and ill mess up my whole rep...

i aint tryna go down like that...

NOPE.

he has a girll......lucky her....so...ima leave it alone........
he wants to at like it didnt happen...so thats wat ima do...

its done....ima talk to kyasia
wow...thats carzi.....k yas ia
g yas i

weeeerid....lmao...
nah...4 reals...i wanna do somethin wit my life i feel like im messing up agian...i can do sooo much better....i could be a 90 student agian....if i tried...which i dont...i could be ....a lot of things....but....ugh.....i just want to b myself.....what ever that is........
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME.

this is wat ima do ...ima tell him to come with me to the stair case.....and
be like...ok i gotta tell u somethin...i dont want to..but i have to....
if ur mad at me...and dont talk to me ever again....then ill be ok....

ok......first tell me ya answer....how do u trully feel about me...and can that change ......

ok..after i get the answer....
ill sit down...and say...im been talkin to kyasia ......and i told her everything...

wat ever u gotta do ...do it....completly dead me.....wat ever...make up wit ya girl..
whatever...

cuz i dont reali kno wats going on with me right now...


im not......idk...i like u...but i reali dont kno what im doin..so.....i wish i could start over...and just.....idk......

but if u reali love ya gurl ..tell her the truth.....

............i dont kno what to do right now.....so......

imm allways gonna like u....but i dont think im able to take u on right now.....

but.. promsie me...u got me no matter what iight???
even if u mad at me....just promise me that.....




UGH.............WTF ....HOW AM I GONNA SAY ALL THIS
____________CRY MODE_______________

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Sunday, May 3, 2009

ta.da...ceecee!!!

well......haven't worked on this blog in a min..
lol


sooooo...let me get everyone posted ....
hmmmm.
schools almost over.....bout to be summer....things are going moderately good...
I'm getting the hang of things...
i need a job.....
i have be contemplating acting...interning at magazines(but I'm too young).....the acting thing..i'm liking.....
idk....
Disney channel???
i love it!!!

idk....i have nooooo experience what so ever....so....come on!!

....well u can allways try right???

well....besides that...ive jus been chillin wit da babies.....(besties)
dazi-dukes(dazi)...and big zaddy(bria)..
lmao...
but yea.....
i am trying to establish a nickname.,,....its ceecee
like gya-si(cee)
....its not catchin on...lmao

but ima keep tryin......

cancer...its scary ....my momz in cali as we speak....well write.....my auntie is havein sugery...she has brestcuz my grandma had it to....
crrrrrrrrrrrrrreapy!!!

but yea....my heart is with her....i love her soo mucho gradea..
LMAO...
:p

but....hmmmm...what can i say to wrap with fajita up....???
I <3>
ok...that autta do it...

lmao
:p

love.peace.chicken grease

Sunday, March 15, 2009

mmmmm. i guess.,,,,

doin homework.....omg
guess waht.!!
i think i like this boy..
named levi..
omj(dazi voice)
he is hawter-den-hwat...
but he is a ((((u kno what ....ppll who allready kno what he is))
da.da.da.dum.....
nan-gore.
((do u get it???)
ok....2bad.
anyways...but yea...

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

justin timberlake i love u!!!!!!!!!!!!<3<3<3



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Saturday, January 17, 2009

gods gift to girls

ok.
dont take this the wrong way ppl.
but......
omg.
gay guys are god gift to girls.
if you dont have one then you wouldnt know.
ok.when i was in middle school one of my best friends were gay. his name was miguel (angel) rojas.
he used to call me gypsy cuz he couldn't say my name.
omg he was sooo cute. but anyway....
i never knew it untill he told me.
you should have seen my face.
but yea. he would tell us all these things about boys and about why they act the way they do.
like he was a girl in a guys body spying for us and telling us everything.
he was so funnyand he could sing. but the thing is.... you would have NEVER thought that he was gay.
he could BAG GIRLS.....like 4 real. stay fresh .stay on top of his game...idk how the hell he passed and got to 10th grade...lmao....(he still dosent know himself.)
they are the best friends to have.
one time i got lost in red hook(dont ask)...
it was me and him and we went the chinese food place and he helped me find my bag and we at food.
OMG he is a piggggggg.
he would eat anything. and everything.
but he stayed with me and helped me and he showed me how to get home...
insider-dont test me gina.
:]